Nostalgia Lost ?

Or should I say never had ??
Either way, voyage to another country isnt what I was told it would be.

No tears
No heartaches
No sense of loss
No Enthusiasm
No Fear
No Anxiety
No Nostalgia..

Yet..

Is it good ? Or is it bad ?
I have no clue..
But I really am jealous of the people who do have all those..
Jealous like any other person would be,
When others have something that I dont..

Was promised by a friend, was promised that I will be made nostalgic..
Me awaits, for that feeling to sink in...