2006-2007

aah blogging after a long long time :)
yes the bug is back and its back with a vengence, a lot to write about this past year, and the few days into the new year. and where do i start..

well lemme begin with what i was doin at the end of last year, for the people who have seen my earlier blogs that wont be much of an exercise, you guessed it i was BLOGGING. and that post i regard as one of my best..

anyways, about the year..
one of those years that had all of it, many firsts,and probably many -long time wont do's.

Beginning with my first failure in academics, (yes, i have joined the elite star batch of engineering by failing an exam in the first sem of the fourth year) Till my first flight towards the end of the year (where i flew away from my country for the first time).. lots of things to talk about..

Time capsue 2006

A Friendly Time

year began like any other, but then came along a friend :) a friend that i would never lose in my life, that i guess is my biggest gain of the year , a great friend. one girl that always has a lot to say even if i want to listen or not :D. (sorry sorry, ofcourse i listen.. ;) ). love her for what she is , love her for what she istn :D. pilla, i miss u ra ;)

then ofcourse there were a cpl of other more new ppl in my life, that i regard as good friends too.

One of them a lively smart and equally stupid, truly hyderabadi girl :D , a girl who i think has great potential in her.. just cant see it why cant i find more girls like her :(. one of the very few girls that i can call amazing :) keep rocking dudette ;)

The other a very friendly n kiddish , also idiotically stupidish n even hyderabadi girl, one with lots of sense , one who cares enough about me to actually listen to what i say :) one unliklely cornerstore of wise words and extremely good advice, sure do miss her talks these days.. hmm..

aah , the crushes ..

well ofcourse the crushes, this time there have been a lot :D 6 to be precise liking each one of them for one quality that stands out..
and ofcourse one big one that continued from the last year..

one for her great smile and her kiddish nature
one for her lively mood and her damned brains
one for her quirky and quick comebacks,
one for her nonstop talk of non boring nonsense
one for her ability to listen and speak
one for her no nonsense approach :)


and ofcourse the one from previous year, who has most of it all..
best thing though, have been braver this year and have told everyone about what i love in them :D

The Guys

yeah, the guys. simply superb dudes.
just when you give up on them, they go out of their way and surprise you.
from planning partially failed surprise birthday parties , to pulling me out of water in dholari dhani.. it has been hillarious with the guys :).

got drunk and stupid with a few of em.
got even more drunk and even more stupid with the rest :D
got to roam the corners of the city with one
got to appreciate the real value of fun time with the other
got to understand another sides of some
got to miss a few
got to make room for a few more :)

guys, u have always been great to me. (except for a few). so keep up the good work comrades.

The Void

that is what i am going to call the period between may and october of this year. the void, did nothing but use my valuable grey cells in trying to figure out ways to understand myself in so many ways that i no longer enjoy the challenge of the unknown, i do not fear it , i do not look forward to it. i just dont care because i know how well i can handle it. the void, sounds like a thing that everyone should go through, but not so.. its something that people do when they are dead. recollect. recollect what has been done in their life and may be improve themselves for their next life, so if u are confident of an new life before dying, then i suggest that you do have one of these periods :).

the void is also the period in which i received no less than a million suggestions on what i am supposed to be doing instead of wasting my valuable time on the internet, it is also the time i wsa trying to find a great girl with as many amazing (relative to me) qualities as possible. was moderately sucessful in understanding that many of my female friends are pretty amazing :) sad that they were my friends first though :( (rate my friends higher than anyone else :D , ofcourse next only to my brother :) ).

it was also the time that i realised that i had to be what i am to become what i aspire to be what i am right now. and that is what i did, became damn agressive towards what i wanted and never backed down until someone hit me with a tranquiliser gun :D

it was alsso the time for clarifications

1)i wasnt supposed to work in india (conceptions of god scare me, but a good thing did happen t) me)or that is what i told myself atleast.. right when i was rejected by one of the software companies.

2)proactivity is damn helpful but is mostly over rated

3) i can also be "lost and hopeless" sometimes

The void did bring peace to my mind but it also brought in chaos. well anyways that was the end of it..

the new place

missing my damn city , more than the people..
weird that the feeling that you are in a different country doesn sink in yet i await that feeling. even jealous of the people who do.. they have something that i dont have, a weeping heart for missing someone that really cares about you. a feeling that re affirms that you are human..

Despite the clean roads, the wider streets, bigger halls , seemingly friendlier people, probably law abiding citizens..i dont see any reason why i shud feel any inherent feeling of loss..or the nostalgia of missing ones country where one in two people speak telugu

But i do have certain responsibilities right now , they come along with the property of freedom that i have right now. just wish this new life really does bring new "life" to my bland gray color of my life :)

All in All
it was another year with lots of memories, of which only a very few special ones have been covered and talked about.I have become more stubborn, more self centred, more realistic, more couregous and definitely more insane :). all i can say this time around is Bye Bye 2006. No attachments this time around..

New Year , New Life ?
The first day of this year, Its the first day of my life that I have spent absolutely no one asking me / controlling me/ telling me what to do. That being a major thing in my life , I expect this year to be one with huge surprises and successes.
so..
lemme just start this new year with a hope that i will have even better experiences, wild or wise, good or bad. with this new responsibility that my individual freedom brings me, i expect to be more and more toned down as i become regularised. hope this spark of writing once in a while stays alive.. thinking about nothing in particualr, i just want to wish ya'll

Happy new year every one :)

may not be the best thing that i have written, but probably the best i can do without puttng my heart into it :) and while half asleep ;)