Bringing me down

I Cant sleep..
I see the reasons..
I dream of mistakes..
I think too much..

There are plans.. for tomorrow..
and the days keep burning..

Time running out..
Change in near future..
Bigger than ever before..

The need to be an adult..

And this is the most childish I have ever felt..

I am afraid..

Fears breaching my headstrong brain..
I do not like it..

I have been burnt down..
Not like anything before..

Little things really do add up..
To disastrous proportions..

Need time to recoup..
Need some isolation..

Wonder how isolation was so easy..
In the comfort of a home..
And a support structure..

hmm..